Thursday, May 3, 2012

Moving forward !

Soo many things happened in these2 years, since i left high school. I miss my friends back there in sk seafield, in SMAPK and now in KMS. People come and go in life, but everyone who walked into my  life really  matters to me.I'll never forget each and everyone of em. But sometimes, i just hate to think about the past bcause i knw i've done a lot of mistakes here and there and i'll start to regret about everything. If and only i could go back to the past and correct all my mistakes, things might be really different ! but yeah, life has to move on. i have to move forward. Glancing through the memories i've  went through is okay, but i wont talk about it over and over again. The past is the past, and i believe everything that happened in the past has its own reason.No matter whether its bitter or sweet, i wanna thank everyone esp  those who made my life full of colours! and im sorry if i'm just not good enough to make you happy  I'm grateful w what i have now. And i'm gonna appreciate every single thing i have.All i can do is to give my best towards everything i do. Guess that's it for now, later! azleen :) 

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Done w matrics :)

Sooo, Im done w matrics :D Well, all I got to say is i'm really grateful to have such wonderful friends. Friends as in TRUE friends. Friends you can hardly find out there! The one that can be trusted, the one that will b we us everytime n everywhere, going through the ups n downs together. All the memories we've gone through, a big thank you yeah? you guys just light up my world like no body else. I don't know why it's so hard to say goodbye to you guys, especially mr kamil ! i knw it will be quite hard for us to meet up after this. we're gonna be busy. i'll start working sooon n im sure you too! Haihhh, such great great guy you are. I'm gonna miss sya n yani tooo. Its okay, i'll find time to meet you guys . Guess that's it for today.oh yeah, i'll be missing mr teddy too ! hehe, later xoxo, azleen

Friday, November 11, 2011

stay strong

Stay Strong

by Lostwithin


Put a smile on when you are about to cry,
Close your eyes and tell yourself everything will be alright.
Tell him that you enjoyed the time you spent together,
even if it did not end up being forever.


Cherish everything you had,
and put the heartbreak in the past.
Try to look at the positive,
and cherish the friendship that you still have.


Try and keep your head up high,
and don't let life pass you by.
Try and stay positive and remain strong,
Tell yourself that many other things could have gone wrong.


Keeping this attitude is not easy to do,
It is very hard to be optimistic when someone hurts you.
While feeling lonely and suffering from the pain,
just keep telling yourself that it was not a loss, it was a gain.


It was a gain of life lessons learned,
It was the path helping yourself find out who you truly are.
It is an experience to realizing who you really want in your life,
and finding out the kind of person you really want by your side.


It was only 3 months of my life,
but it was well worth the time.
You taught me many lessons,
and helped keep me in line.


You helped me realize my weakness,
which only made me stronger,
The only other thing I wish I had out of this relationship,
is that it lasted longer</3 

I.D.K

There's so many things tht've change just in the blink of an eye. Happy or sad? I really dont know. I'm expecting nothing. I''ll let time decide. What i'm goin to do is just to stay focus in whatever i'm doing.I've great friends with me, great family. Thanks yeah. lots love,bye.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

hello blog :)

HELLO BLOG ! heeee,it has been quite a time tak bukak blog.so idk where to start. Now nak dekat 3 months dekat kms :) life ? best lah jugak cz get to know new friends yg comel comel and fun lahh :D but I really really miss my friends in smap! looking forward to meet u guys oh. Usually i'll wake up at 6.30 n go take my bath. I don't take breakfast early in  the morning.so, during break time around 10 or 11,i'll have my brunchh. n then class till 4, after asar will play tennis with tasya n kamil ;D around 6.45,pergi ambil makanan at carina. kueh teow tomyam* nyum nyum.weee, then mlm i'll finish up my hw,study at exactly at 12,ill be on my bed and sleepppp. i know, awal kan?  hmm,k laa.i just dont know what to write about. -out-

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

fool ?


Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’d be wishing that you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back but you never do
I feel like such a fool
There’s nothing I can do
I’m such a fool for you


I can’t take it
What am I waiting for?
I’m still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can’t stop thinking of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you